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We as a society do not pop off enough about young Jackles playing a dude in a throuple with the original Dr Sexy, Mr Patrick Dempsey himself. Whose name in the movie is Cass! I mean, come on!
#i watched this awful movie that was totally worth it for the jackles scenes alone and i lost my fucking shit#but i could find very few people also losing their shit#so i am here to spread the good word#blonde 2001#eddie g#jensen ackles#you bet your ass i'm also tagging destiel because the parallels are insane#spoiler alert but cass dies and jackles sobs#uuuuggggghhhhhhh#destiel
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Finally got around to watching ep 11 (ÂŽïŒÏïŒïœ)
#I'm late...#I'm sorry I wasn't able to watch the episode by time last week but again. Food poisoning. And then the new chapter came out#I feel like I had much more to say when I started watching it last week...#Mmmmhh. I really like when bsd animation uses the colored lineart effect for flashbacks / subspaces (Anne's Roomâ Poe's books).#I think it's one of the prettiest and most original things of the bsd animation.#I've always felt like the Natsume reveal was a bit coming out of nowhere lol.#Here's this legendary ability user everyone knows but no one has ever seen with this immensely unthinkable powerful ability...#That the reader literally wasn't ever made aware of in the previous 49 chapters lol#After all that build upâ his ability even feels a little underwhelming.#Which I suppose was the intended resultâ but I'm not sure it really works all that well in the end.#Then Naomi's words âCome to think of itâ the things that happen when Mii-chan vanishes [...]â disasters are stopped every timeâ#really feel soooo out of place when so-called Mii-chan was never before mentioned up to this episode (â„ïčâ„)#But I'll stop complaining. It's nothing big really#Fukuzawa and Mori's relationship is very homoerotic. Tbh#I looooove the ss/kk I don't even have much to say just watching scenes of them interacting together fills my heart of a warm feeling :')#The animation quality is very poor and the drawings are very undetailed but really I love ss/kk too much to care.#A lot of emphasis is put by the fandom on Atsushi's cruel remark towards Akutagawa in this ch/ep and it *is* cruel but really...#Akutagawa had literally just attacked Atsushi in a death-threatening wayâ futilely and completely unprompted#I can't find it in myself to blame Atsushi if he was irritated and lashed out at him.#And all their other moments are just so cute. What do you mean Akutagawa is deeply interested in understanding Atsushi's motivations.#What do you mean Atsushi can't get Akutagawa out of his mind!!!! They're so cute#So many more cute moments were cut out too rip lawnmower line you'll always be missed rip date line you'll always be missed#I feel like Pushkin's character is another instance ofâââ Wow me and the author's morals really don't align at all#I really don't like the narrative of âweaker people will constantly try to harm and take advantage of strongest onesâ#random rambles#Fun fact when I watched this episode for the first time I asked my mother to join me. Because I know a ss/kk scene was coming and I reallyâ#didn't want to watch it alone. Well as it turned out the whole first half of the episode was dedicated to old man fightingâ#and she gave up after that đđ But I'm still grateful to her for trying.
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supernatural s3e3 bad day at black rock
points were made
#supernatural#spn 3x03#bela talbot#i was in here looking for night exterior motel shots of them because i'm searching on the wiki for âmotel ext. - nightâ#because i will spend hours researching a dumb little fanart painting trying to find the right references when i need to be ~creative~#in all honesty i really didn't like this episode because it pushed hard into that broad awkward embarrassing comedy#which makes my insides shrivel up and ache (derogatory)#anyway i stopped to watch this scene because i was trying to remember if sam getting shot in the shoulder carries into another episode#deja vu of me ranting about partially dislocating my shoulder fucking it up for months let alone a bullet#maybe that was when ... dean? got shot? stabbed? something? in the shoulder in the episode with ella from lucifer the tv show
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To be honest I was wondering if you have a top 5 of books đ
Hii! Now, that's a hard question :') I have so many!! I think if I were to make a top 5, it'd look something like this:
(Limited to English books only because I really wouldn't know how to choose otherwise haha)
The Locked Tomb series by Tamsyn Muir (if I had to pick just one, it'd be Harrow the Ninth, book 2 in the series)
The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien (which he wanted to have published as one big book, so hey, this isn't technically cheating!)
Carmilla by J. Sheridan Le Fanu
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
The Kingdoms by Natasha Pulley
I tried to vary a bit in genre with this, and honestly my favourite books change quite frequently, but I'd say the top 3 are pretty stable! (I'm not sure anything will ever be able to beat The Locked Tomb for me anymore haha)
#honourable mentions to:#good omens (which i *love* but considering i read it after watching the show 3x i'm not judging it for its merits as a book alone!)#dracula & olalla (19th c. vampire books that had to be sacrificed from my top 5 for carmilla's sake. because no one beats a lesbian vampire#the folk of the air (cruel prince) trilogy which i *blazed through* because it was so much fun!!#frankenstein didn't make it in solely for the fact that i felt depressed for 2 weeks after reading it. it's so good though!!#OHH and the vanished birds by simon jimenez. so so SO good (i considered swapping it with the kingdoms tbh. genuinely amazing)#*and* wuthering heights!! incredible. show-stopping. point me to a scene and i could write you an essay#i'll stop here lmao i'm slowly starting to list my entire book collection. but there are just sooo many good books!!#thanks a lot for asking this so i could make a list *and* ramble about books haha#ask#books#literature#i always forget which tag i use for books oof
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I hate tumblr because you'll keep seeing gifsets of a show and it'll look like the funniest thing ever and then when you actually watch the show it's fucking heartwrenching. Wtf I didn't sign up for tears!!!!
#Watching episode 4 of oh no here comes trouble and the scene at the University when they're all crying and thanking that guy who died#Like my god#He felt so alone but look at all the people who cared about him#And he did become a teacher in the end#Folks I'm bawling wth#I THOUGHT THIS HOW WQS A FUCKING COMEDY!!!!!!#oh no here comes trouble
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the craziest thing about me, a noted tragedy defender, wrote my thesis on antigone, self-described no. 1 crais girl, is that i... never actually finished farscape seasons 3/4 and i never watched the last five episodes of bbc merlin and i never watched the end of bbc robin hood and i've found it impossible to pick up the silmarillion again. not because i don't want to, because i am also most of the time a dogged completionist. but because i would be an inconsolable wreck watching my favorite characters actually irrevocably die. i'm barely psychologically stable enough to think about their canon deaths let alone watch their canon deaths.
#things to talk about my therapist with someday lol?#something to be said about my own research on tragedy. how important it is to the psyche to to sit in tragedy. full range of human emotion.#well i can't do it myself! i live in denial because my coping mechanisms depend on these characters continuing to exist Out There somewhere#somehow the canonical death scene is too much for me to bear to think about#as long as i stopped watching before the death scene they exist continuously. without end. no witness no death#ummmm yeah that's it that's why i'm stuck on crais Not Dying even though i know it's essential to his arc & the overall plot blah blah blah#if I alone keep them alive in my head and heart I can stave off the end. insane rant of a madman over here i know
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holy shit
I have NEVER had a character resonate with me this strongly before
everything about this character echos my own personal life experiences and I don't know how I should feel about it
#nimona#some of those scenes HURT to watch because I would just go like#âoh shit that's exactly how I feltâ#or âoh shit something like this has happened to meâ and it just#I know I already said this but it hurts (but in the good way??)#because I'm watching this and I realize#âfinally people can see how I feelâ#âfinally somebody took the biggest problems of my life and put it into words that others can understandâ#âfinally I won't be alone anymore"#but then I'm also technically reliving that stuff?? so my feelings get kinda mixed and jumbled (I still think it's good tho)#but man that movie is just amazing in every way#It just takes everything the graphic novel was and cranks it up to 11 and I am HERE FOR IT#and tbh? I'm glad Disney wasn't the one to release the movie#because SO MUCH of those amazing scenes would be censored and it wouldn't be NEARLY as good#I mean I love Blue Sky to death (...literally) but we all know how Disney is
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I love how Janewayâs like âNeelix I canât believe you turned my private dining room into a place to serve food to the crewâ .... girl.
#watching 'phage' I like Neelix's coat in the first scene where he's on the bridge~!!#Janeway you CAN'T think a private dining room is more useful than a galley r ight now HEHEHEH ohhh I love ya lady#SNRKEHEH HEHEHEHEH YOU'RE(i'm) LAUGHING#THEY BEAMED THE LUNGS RIGHT OUT HIS BODY AND YOU'RE(i'm) LAUGHING#<- I'm not laughing at his pain it's just the phrasing of 'beamed the lungs right out of his body' is so funny#viidians give KILLER top surgery#Neelix: Your ceiling is hideous....#EMH: I didn't design the room I just work here.#OH MY GOODNESS.....you KNOW it's early seasons bc Doc didn't JUMP at the chance to sing for Neelix hehHE#EMH: Don't worry I'm not going to kiss you - I'm just adjusting the restraint#Neelix: I'll try to contain my disappointment.#2 goofy silly guys <3#Neelix: I feel like I'm all alone... / Emh: You /are/ all alone! I'm just a hologram! Hope that helps <3#aww Neelix found it funny~ worsties 4 life#livetweeting#the vidiians are SO good they're SCARY as HELL but also sympathetic#I love the voice the phage guy in the medbay is putting on...monster mash ass dude
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Juliet Harmer guests as headmistress Jill Manson (or is she an imposter...?) in The Avengers: The Town of No Return (4.1, ABC, 1965)
#fave spotting#juliet harmer#the avengers#adam adamant lives!#georgina jones#the town of no return#1965#abc#classic tv#pictured here with alan macnaughtan#which was unavoidable as they're together in all her scenes and she doesn't get a solo closeup#(i like macnaughtan as an actor too! but a fave spotting is best when i can get the fave pictured alone..)#not the most rewarding of roles tbh; Jill is probably the least developed of the imposters in terms of character and macnaughtan gets most#of the dialogue in their scenes together. she does however get the honour of being the first person Mrs Peel properly fights onscreen#and puts up a relatively good struggle!#oh yeah. spoilers for a nearly 60 yr old tv ep ig but yeah she is an imposter#actually watching this ep again after some yearsâ it is a little weakly plotted#most of the issues the villains face could easily have been avoided; why didn't they simply tell Patrick Newell's visiting relative#that his brother had gone away for a week or two? why don't they pause their loud military manoeuvres while the strangers are in town?#idk I'm picking i guess. was also struck on this rewatch by just how dramatic the change in tone and design and production is between#s3 and 4. i mean i know it's obvious but i watched the series in a weird order as a kid and i guess i never reallt picked up on just how#seismic that shift is; not just the jump to film from videoâ but the pure fantasy of scenes like Steed producing a boiling kettle from#his bag on the train journeyâ or the entirely blasĂ© way the duo confront the concept of a total invasion of britain
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picard 3x07 thoughts (spoilers)
no offense and like i know itâs star trek *picard* but i literally donât care about all these old men...like why do we need to bring data back and spend 20 minutes talking to him. he already died!! why do we need this. what is it contributing
#there's nothing at all interesting about it.#s1 and 2 felt like they focused more on the other supporting characters and actually#gave them storylines and character growth#here seven has (1) good scene and then is just standing around the rest of the time doing nothing#while we have to watch jack do more kung fu (why??)#and the old men talk for 20 min#s2 was the inverse of this it had a stupid storyline but it also gave me#amazing seven raffi content so i loved it for that simple reason alone.#this objectively has a more interesting plot but the characters i actually care about#are doing nothing lol#star trek picard#i'm so old now cause i'm like ''i can't believe i stayed up until 11:30 p.m. for this"
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What a good episode. Maaaaaan
#I can't even start I'd be here forever#It did take me in fact like one hour total to watch it lmoa. It sooooo good!!! The animation is very good#(albeit it's awfully low on brightness at times. But such seems to be the sin of lot of recent media unfortunately)#but I'm not even going to dwell on that. The plot / storytelling is so good. Sooooo god. I adore this arc.#Love the symbolism. I've been saying this for almost two years now (is it really been that long ever since these episodes came out... ) but#I want to write an analysis on the op & ed so baddd. The emphasis on the twilight this episode!!#Like the sun was setting on the detective agency. I love love love the hd. They're so cool in this episode and they're so cool in general.#I ADORE Jouno. I don't feel particularly strongly for sue/giku yet their scenes are so cute and funny. I see why people ship them.#Even Tetchou I don't usually care much about is so !!!!! I love all the hd so much fr!!!!!!!!!!#I love love love Jouno. Like much like it is for Akutagawa I'm very weak for characters that aren't really good people.#But they're still trying to be a better person than they were. And oftentimes they end up doing a terrible job!!#But the fact alone that they're //trying// has me ougheueueueu. Here in this episode you can see Jounoâ#sliping very easily in his cruel / sadistic habits. But he is trying to be a person that cares for others! He made good actions in the past#and he will again in the future even though right now he's acting like this! Because improvement isn't linear! I love him tonsss#And DON'T get me started on the ada. Yosano's âWelcomeâ scene. I love women. I love women. Yosano please one chance#KENJI'S SCENE God I needed this. How could I forget the way this literllyyyyy rewinded my brain when I read the manga for the first time.#That scene is so deep and poignant and so so meaningful I. Oughhh#I am going to run out of tags am I not#Kyouka saving Atsushi!!!!!!! That scene is one of my all time favourites. It makes me soft to remember when the s4 trailer droppedâ#I was so overjoyed for that bit of them holding hands :') Rightfully so!!! It's so cute.#Her coming back to save Atsushi. The âdon't worryâ I didn't kill themâ direct towards Atsushiâ#that is so so Akutagawa and it sends me insane hhhhhhgggggggggg#Kunikida!!!!! His âI'm not leaving anyone behindâ!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not precisely Kunikida's first fan but aaaaaahhh he makes me feelâ#so much for him in this scene!!!!! Mmmhhh one last note would be. It bugs me a little how the ada is defined terrorist by the militaryâ#forces starting this episode? I don't have space to elaborate properly but. An action to be considered terrorism must have clear politicalâ#orientation and goal. Violence alone isn't enought to be defined terrorism. It's an incorrect use of the word#Up to the next episode!!! Can't wait to see more Atsushi đ„°đ„°#random rambles#It's late now and probably most are asleep rn... Then I'll be queing my posts for tomorrow probably
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scene #958474334 that continues to drive me insane
#THE GRIDS#in this episode alone istg#people (i'm people) always forget about this instance of will's neck thing i think it's interesting here right after a mike/el/max sequence#like look how those shots are framed#and the elmax/byler/madwheeler of it all#mike and max dressed so similarly and their matching watches and then WILL'S watch#and the KEYHOLE (it's not) it's a yellow circle and a blue TRIANGLE (i hate them) that Looks like a keyhole#with red lightning over it hello??????#also the PIZZA over max's head knowing the entirety of the events in s4 involving pizza.......#idk just. this scene#mikesbasementbeets posts
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kompenscovery was such a blessed secret entrance to a Whole Deal (winnie n tay. & i guess billions) when like. having the most specific, correct opinions, and being me, = the ideal is [nobody else try to talk to me about winston billions] and thatâs just where weâre at. this is an exclusive experience
#talking to myself / making the wisdom Available by nailing my text posts (and drawings) to the church doors but then i walk away#meanwhile also of course the hero who permits [my monologuing abt winston all the more behind the scenes] w/o being sick of it after 9000hrs#i think probably other people talk abt winston but not in ways i'm interested in. Except absolute rando twitter billions viewers#this like 60 or 70 yr old lady from twitter who Loves winston. and presumably through the will roland angle lol she went to bway bmc....#just other one off tweets abt ppl like yeah he's one of my / the fave. um hell yes my scholar#or no wait lmfao like again i'd talk about this w/beth roland in theory lmfao. maybe even also hero & scholar & relevant party william#the niche on niche on niche like. looking into deh As Jared Kleinman Lore. liking an actor's je ne sais quoi & scrambling when finding out#that his upcoming bway role is Thee Lead thank you very much....the dramatic fateful saga that was [ending up watching the then available#clips from billions which was up to kompenso]....finding the peak specific peak titrated peak Exact Enrichment gift lol#beyond that i don't see [media enjoyment / takes] as much of like a springboard for Broader Socializing or anything. it Can be ig but.#that's not the goal & not the expectation. at this point reflecting on Myself & My Experiences & My Heart's Truth lmfao i'm like#beyond [i don't think i'd enjoy A Friend Group in actuality] to [i don't think i'm that interested in Friends] series or concept lol#open to whatever & flexible or whatever but eh. already i like Impersonal & Parallel activity & doing my own thing perhaps amongst others#i like impersonal but amicable spontaneous; fleeting exchanges. doing xyz ''alone'' amongst other people.#i like Not having to people please & i'm autistic so i'm generally gonna be considered [unlikable / impersonable / too much / etc] adhd too#although it's not that specific like it goes for Anything. i don't want ppl to talk to me abt [xyz] lol#request a mini monologue / short essay sure but other than that#this isn't a forum....here's the posts left on the door. one can try the anchorite window or sending a letter. doing my own thing yknow#the secret here is ''i mean i like to talk to people but; i actually in practice tend to not like to talk to people'' lmfao#one can check back when many things are more on my own terms / suited to me but. buffering wheel / flipping hourglass mode
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Feeling more drained than I have in quite a long time so for comfort I watched a few episodes of star trek tos and I had totally forgotten how gay that show seriously is
#I watched eps 4 and 5 I think#of season 3#so that's 'and so the children shall lead' and 'is there in truth no beauty?'#the latter one is among my fave episodes!#but the former one has that quite heated scene in the turbolift#man I love gay people#I'm alone at home because my love is away for vacation#and to fill out the empty space in my life I made tiramisu#way more than what one person can eat alone but I'm taking that as a challenge#I had several rounds of job interviews and also home renovations/repairs in the past few days so yeah#rest is much needed#I've also been studying a lot for the upcoming semester which I'm super proud of but also tired#so tonight I will be reading nothing but fanfic#shrews ramblings#sorry for the rant I'm kinda just talking to myself here and the ~30 ppl that follow me dhskfhkdhfkd#have y'all been okay? I hope yes!!! :D
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cmon Berlin you can do better đ„Č
#for WAD Dan had the same problem in this venue#idk if itâs just a bit too big?#in the end it didn't feel that empty tho#but yeah itâs still so sad to see only four blocks completely sold out and the rest mostly having more unsold seats than sold ones#hoping it will sell more closer to the show (although itâs already so close like itâs less than two months now đ€Ż)#I feel like European shows are always a bit tricky#like yes obviously thereâs some of us here but we will never be as many as in English speaking countries#I mean Germany for example had its own huge YouTube scene when DnP were at their peak#and everyone knows about the biggest YouTubers from back then even if they didn't actively watch them#meanwhile I don't think any of my irls would know what I'm talking about if I started talking about the Brit Crew let alone D&P lol#at the venue in Berlin there's actually a show by two German YouTubers who were really known back then#& now have a podcast and make comedy content together I think?#and their show is completely sold out!!#like the difference is crazy tbh#(tbf I think their content is A LOT more mainstream than DnPs so that's probs also a factor)
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I'm really not the type to cry over films or books or whatever but The Dawns Here Are Quiet absolutely fucking broke me
#that quote#when vaskov yells at the germans#'five girls... five young girls were here. only five. and you did not pass! You'll die here. you all will die!#I'll kill each of you with my own hands... with my own hands! And let them judge me...'#and that last scene with the memorial#not to mention the goddamn death scenes#I now understand why my mom still has nightmares about one of the girls dying in a swamp#it is genuinely traumatising#and the way vaskov keeps hallucinating all the girls after they die...#fuck. I'm gonna cry again#at least I'm not alone in this and grandma is crying too#I shouldn't be allowed to watch war movies. I'm too emotionally unstable for this shit
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